Lauren Cox danced in the Equity Showcase of Lemon Meringue. Here she shares her feelings surrounding the plays social issue of childhood sexual abuse. This incredibly important performance about Rich Ryan from Long Island depicts one mans struggles to overcome the devastating effects of childhood sexual abuse.
How do you feel Lemon Meringue will help others who are suffering from childhood sexual abuse?
I believe just the existence of this play and the fact that survivors are speaking loudly about this issue sends a positive message to those suffering from childhood sexual abuse. If those same people could see the triumph of Rich's journey it would offer more than hope but a doorway into the survival community, a community which offers support and guidance through the healing process.
What part of the rehearsal process did you derive inspiration from to tackle this sensitive topic?
I played a sort of bad influence on Rich for most of the play, accompanying him on his drug trips, which was something completely new for me. We were all called upon to actually feel what drugs offer, a sense of relief from such deep pain and rage, and through that process I understood just a bit about what was stolen from children and adults suffering from this abuse. It is a heavy, unbearable and self loathing entity, something that eats away at your mental stability and growth leaving you to constantly question yourself. It was amazing to be able to speak openly with the survivors about their attackers, processes of healing and strength. I performed with and for them every show and we should all celebrate their resilience.
What did you learn from your experiences that you would like to share with others?
Speak up because you never know who you will inspire!
For info visit, www.lemonmeringue.org.
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